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Bapanya,mahuknnya,jd seorang askar,bkn cita2nya,bkn impiannya,..,(pieces of dugaannya liryc by hujan)..,huhu.,adw kena mngena ngan aq jgk la.,.,actualy.,.not be a soldier.,,my father want i 2 be petronas welder.,,huhu.,.,thats not my taste.,.,i wanna be a photographer.,.,thats my choosen..,,aq sdy la jgk bla my father mngeras aq soh jd welder.,,aq bkn mnt pn.,.,dy siap x nk bg borang kemasukan ke IKBN lg..,wht the hell!!!!.,arhh!!!!!.,.,wht would i choose...,

.,,welder.,.,

.,OR

,.,photographer?????.,

.,.oh my gosh.,.,.,.,.aq blur ny,.,.,.,,.,huhuhuhuhuhhuhuh.,.,.,.,adoiii.,.,bwu 2 pilihan.,,sbnrnya adw bnyk lg.,.mne 1 aq nk plih.,.,photographer/welder/chef/or kos multimedia???.,.,fuh.,lg la pening kpala aq nk pkiaq.,,.,aq pn mkin hari mkin blur ngan dri aq ny.,.aq nk cmfrm trget kos mne yg aq nk amek..,nk jd sbg aliran msa dpn aq..,nk bina semula kerjaya aq yg tlah musnah 2.,.cmne ny.,.,.,aq prlukan smthng yg ley aq ngadu prob aq,.,.,ahhh.,.,plz sm1 help me.,.,,ckup la aq susahkn parents aq lg.,.,aq x nk la mkan pkai guna dwt diowg lg.,.,.,huhu.,.,.,tp aq kna la wt kputusan ttp.,.,kputusan ny yg trakhir aq dr parents aq.,.,tw mne 1 yg aq ptt plih????.,.,ahhh.,..,lg la rosak kpala aq ny nk pkir.,.,.,ok aq detail lw aq jd welder(ikot ckp bpk aq) Jd welder ny x susah mne pn.,.study 3 thun.,.,then bpk aq nk aply aq msok bwh pertonas.,.,.,gaji dy tip top la.,.,skali welding mau cekau 2ratus 1 hari.,.,e2 bwu 1 hari.,.,cmne lak law 1 bln adw 30 hri??.,,fuh bnyk 2.,.,tp kna pkai kudrat bnyk la.,.,aq plak jnis lenger cket.,.,kurang pkai tenaga bnyk.,.,.,aq mudah wt ape2 kerja.,.,tp bkn kerja buruh.kerja berat.,.,cmne aq nk jd welder.,,te pasaran kerja welder ny mmg bnyk la.,.,.,     ok.,.,cte sal photographer lak.,.,kerja 2 mmg aq mnt cngt2 la.,.,.,editing picture 4 poraits,wedding,.,,n len2 lg,.,aq ske cngt2!!!.,.,pena aq search www.cstproduction.com .,,,web photographer yg terkemuka kt malaysia ny.,., fuhh nk cta mmg style la.,.,lw skali nk mntk shoot,.,.,lw x dk 2/3 ribu..,.jgn mmpi la..,.2 yg aq ske 2.,.,lw shoot wedding owg2 besa.,.,.,adw la dpt dlm 5 >10ribu.,,  tp cmne 2k.,.,.aq nk bt keputusan.,.,uhuh.,.,pening ,pening kepala,memikirkan x ada kerja lala.,.,(muh),.,,.haha..,.,    terbaik!!!.,.,.,.

tp.,.,.huhu.,.,aq x tw nk bt pilihan pe.,.,